its already 5 months since we were together.
I'm still upset, how long will these last? I really wanna forget, i really wanna let go.
Its torturing me.. I've never felt so bad before i swear this is my first time & i never want it to happen again.
It hurts when i know he's with other girls.
Why does it still hurt so much? It shouldn't hurt these much...
I wanna sleep and spend my day doing nothing, i wanna go into a blank state.
I wanna travel back in time, i want back those times i don't wanna suffer so much now.
I just need someone who is very positive to be with me right now.
I need those laughters, i need those optimism.
No one is there when i really need someone, i don't know who to approach too.
I've never cried in front of anyone except him, how am i suppose to do that when he is the reason for my tears?