why is it that no matter how hard i try, nothing happens.
I told him bluntly, like how i feel. all i get is silence.
nothing changes, why is it even worse than last time now??:'(
at least in the past, there was some sort of response no matter.
this time, is like totally ignoring me.am i so insignificant?
am i just a variable factor?
to take up that space in his heart when he's alone and lonely?
when there are other more impt things to do i simply become nothing.
3weeks. why put me through this when there's a choice?this isn't going to make our r/s any tougher, you've never proven to me how much you need me. how important i am to you.
i'm only the one desperately hoping that you'll somehow come into ur senses and meet me or sth.
i feel like a nobody right, i'm just a puppet being played around by you.
when you need me you take me out, when you don't you simply put me aside and occasionally clean me.
if i mean so little to you then i'm sorry, nothing's going to be forever. this won't be for long.
i don't get it, is it so difficult to even meet me for awhile?
is meeting me such a waste of time?you never bother right from the start. i'm just another thing that you've. i should have realised it long time ago.
everyday when i wake up a little part of me dies inside.
i wake up feeling so upset.
and i know in a couple more days that pain will deepen. i'm almost 100% sure of it.
you just have to stab me in the heart. sincerely hate you.