Why am I so afraid? I choose to escape rather to face it,I m selfish I want to keep him to myself.. I dun wan him to know): if only he understands he knows, how I wish he knows it, like somehow someone will tell him:( really, what if I say and he leaves. What if he doesn't leave but he no longer is able to accept me.. What if what if what if... I am so afraid really.... He doesn't understand becos he is not me... Look at Us, sometimes I think we're two worlds apart 一个高高在上,另一个却一点地位都没有。我自卑。。。