Trying my best not to be jealous, but sometimes I really can't. Ever since the last time in cried for him I've alr told myself I won't be upset over such silly stuff but still I can't help it.. Sometimes unknowingly I still feel the heart aching.. The throbbing pain seems to overwhelm me at times to the stage in which I refuse to talk to anyone-emo state. But it's okay I've got a solution to it, since he can do it why can't I? I will do the same so I will feel less hurt,at least in my perspective it's fair.. Yeah,fair.... Less complains such as why I can't n yet he can't. Less expectations too. Trying to feel numb towards feeling jealous over someone else. He wanna flirt, be it. Not gonna care anymore, I dun wan to see myself crying over such things anymore, it's foolish.. Really. Guess he doesn't know how i feel or maybe he does. Dun care alr, can't be bothered, history repeats itself. I can't stop him n I cant stop my heart frm feeling the pain, the only way is to lessen it. Hv done it successfully by doing the same too. Hais, why has love become a platform for me to take "revenge"? This isnt right.. If this continue, the consequences of it is obvious~ I am just being to sensitive, really.
Width 410px would look sweet. :)