i'm escaping from reality..
trying not to feel jealous, trying not to feel hurt...
but sometimes i cant, it seems almost impossible for me to ignore when he talks/msges a girl.
i regret telling him that i cried, the fact that i told himm.. the more he's afraid that i'll be upset..
then he would stop telling me the truth so as to stop me from getting hurt.
but he does not realise the fact that by doing so, it just hurts me even more...):
i try not to think about it, i try not to be jealous, i try to trust him.. but why do i still think abt it, get jealous and even not trust him...
if this goes on... i think... i think.. i'll really leave quietly
cant believe i actually feel so insecure with him, despite all the sweet talks and stuff, my wound never heals. it never will.
its just girls, why do i get jealous over them?
he doesnt noe that i'm hurt by his words, not being frank with me.. i've no idea how much i can hold on to this.. teach me to trust someone again, i cant, i really cant))':
how would you feel if i'm angry at the teacher because of a guy? because i think he should get what he deserve.. the fact that i would feel this way, wouldn't that mean how impt the person is to you? am i wrong to say that, am i? a series of things crashing down on me, i really dont know what to do...
i promise i wont cry anymore because i wont tell u even if i do....
when i've decided to leave, there will be no turning back
Width 410px would look sweet. :)