i never was able to reach out for you.
what use to be the past and present.
is it me or is it him?
maybe 我配不上他...
either ways i'm glad i've let go of you.
there's still tingling sense of reluctance in me.
i can feel it occasionally reappearing.
all the flash backs that we had......
everything started from a message, three words and many actions.
now i wonder if you ever like me or was it my wishful thinking all the while.
maybe some day when we meet again this answered can be revealed in a way or the other.
but by that time everything would have change and would this answer still matters?
unsure and uncertain about what's in front..
i guess we've got to learn to cherish what's with us and not think about what's not...
letting you go had always been torturous....
i wonder how it feels the next time we meet...
i'm finally seeing the bigger picture now..
seeing how you treat others as well.
great to let you go, you're one of the awesome crush i've had:)