unsure unsure and really unsure.
i'm pretty fine now when you're not around me.
but then when you are, the feelings would surge back and i would really really want to talk to you most of the time.
that's not love i presumed. or am i wrong?
i really don't know.
all along, i feel that, to love someone is to not able to live without him/her.
maybe not literally but then its just like the saying " absence makes the heart grows fonder"
but i don't feel the same way now. not anymore.
its like, he can/cannot be part of my life.
so long as he's not around me, i can live without him.
but if he ever appears somewhere near, somewhere reachable, then the statement fails.
this is weird huh?
i'm wondering if that's what the brains trying to do.
maybe i'm following wrongly, i'm following my brain not my heart.
no no no! but i felt it, everytime when we meet. everytime when we speak, i still get thing tinging feeling. y'know?
ouch! this is not getting anywhere.
i should get over him ASAP and start all over again:)
i'll be better off without you:)