my energy level is draining.
depleting..... its always 0% left.
tell me how to continue to revise and study?
i'm really tired.
why do i work so hard, do so much and yet do badly for exams?
why does my memory and common sense play tricks on me during exams?
why??)):
really depressed and yet i've no one to approach.
no one to tell..
despite all the encouragements i've still failed to perform.
why why why?
god, could you at least for once, show me it pays to work hard?
could you not let me see that working hard is the same as not working hard.
the end results, its all that matters.
but i can't performed, why?
so tired, i'm crying and i wanna cry out for the next few days.
none of the papers made me happy.
none.)):
god, please let me get a C will ya?
AT LEAST)):
i don't want to...... )':