I MISS YOU.
do i still miss you?
or is it just part of my daily life, a routine.
to check to see if u're online and.... ):
i don't know, maybe its my brain playing tricks on me, making me believe that i still like you.
do i? or am i just Desperate? i've no idea. i don't see why i can live without you yet wanting you in my life. i don't feel the misery i had previously. or is it that i've got used to the days in which i live without you? the days in which i don't get to see you in school. the days in which you would ask me if i would miss you. your cheeky face, i like who you were.
I FEEL.
i feel that you're more cautious in your words now.
i hope you'll be as cheeky as last time.
i wish you did that whenever we meet up.
i wish you would tell me you asked me not because no one's free and its because.
why do i try to keep you with me when i'm at the same time to find someone to replace you?
someone who's within my reach.
someone that will replace you.
its really difficult, especially when all you do all day is escape from it.
escaping from it doesn't help me at all, i need to see you everyday to end everything.
nonsensical as it may sound, but not seeing the person you like is... i don't know.
you're never too sure whether you like him anymore especially after like 7months.
at least, if i were to see him everyday, the moment i really put him down, let it be my past.
i won't feel anything for him anymore, that kind of feeling would be much more certain as compared to now... i don't like the way things are now.
if we got closer, would my academics be still as bad?
i thought it might be otherwise.
Width 410px would look sweet. :)