yes i've put him down.. probably 40%.
somehow there's still 60% of me reluctant to let go everything.
i don't know why, even though its the shortest time period.
however, there's many many memories and every reason for me to whole on to.
i don't know and don't want to know what happen to us.
i guess its partially my fault.
if only there's a way to secretly let you realised how important you are to.
if only there's a way i can tell you that i still love you.
if only there's a way i can get into your dreams and tell you that i really miss you..
if only everything was still the same before.
if only we weren't in different schools.
if only you would call me like you use to.
if only if only if only....
i really miss you.
i can feel how my heart's trying to block out all the feelings for you.
how my head's trying to block out the image of you.
i'm still decieving myself.
today, all i wanted to do was to wish you _________. i still love you.