i guess this is how it feels.
this is how it would be when your close/best friends have other friends.
i've no clue why do i always get involve with threesomes ._.
its like, its always the case. primary school yes, secondary school. now too. ):
you know!!!! i don't like the threesome feel.
the feeling that you'll sometimes be neglected.
the feelings... yes. but what else can i do?
maybe i'm being childish, not being forgiving.
but whenever i think about it, i get jealous.
i feel like walking out of their lives to search for people who deserve more.
sigh. why are friendships so problematic as well?
oh did i tell you that i've gotten over it already?
not totally but more or less.
the frequency of thinking about "it" has decrease by a whole lot!
its amazing, after seeing him once after so long. i've somehow put it down.
not wholeheartedly again, brain doesn't support my decision.
but sooner or later i have to, i'm not gonna wait for something that's so uncertain.
i'm afraid, too.
just a while more, you'll be officially out of my life.
i'll try to unless something else happens in between...
or else i believe i'll forget about you(:
i see the light leading me out of this painful darkness.
i'll b e happier i hope.
meanwhile, i must learn to work harder to achieve my goals.
believe in yourself, i've to learn to continue believing(:
Width 410px would look sweet. :)