with every passing second, i'm trying my very best to bury all this feelings.
i'm trying not to feel it, not to think about.
and most importantly not use my heart to feel it.
that goes without saying how much i love you.
mushy as it could be, but i miss you a lot.
maybe we're never meant to be,
but you mean the whole world to me.
i've no idea why i'm holding on to this so much.
however dear it may seem to me now,
sooner or later i'll have to let this feelings flow.
let this feelings be just part of my youth and memories in which i'll never forget.
iwe've done a lot of things together,
this makes things harder for me to let go especially when i'll think of you whenever and wherever i go.
you're haunting me, and its killing me from the inside.