somehow, one has to go.
i dont dare, i'm afraid.
tell me what i'm suppose to do.
everytime i see him, i just feel so lost.
every actions seem so clear.
i'm so scared, i'm really freaking out.
i dont wanna cry.
i dont wanna hurt anyone.
i've got to choose before anything changes.
i've got to avoid, to run away from this problem.
i may seem like a coward.
but what else can i do?
i dont wanna ruin this friendship.
i'll rathher i pretend nth happen then when it happens ....
the only thing left would be weird,awkwardness.
i can bear to lost one friendship.
its too dear to me.
sometimes, i dont think i deserve this much.
this much of attention from so many.
i enjoy every moment of it, but i've got to choose.
somehow, i have to. sooner or later.
but i've got to be quick, i cant be slower than them.
i can lose out.
i'm sorry, i've got to choose.
i've got to be selfish, for once.
i'm really lost.
follow the heart or the character?
enlightened me yea?