finally a breather after eons.
exams are ending pretty quickly, a couple of papers to go before i fly off.
wish me luck for the last few simple yet crucial paper.
for my case, it is crucial.
for others, i doubt so.
so have been rather troubled these couple of days.
lets take it as me being indecisive.
i dont know what i want.
let alone what realy suits me the best.
deep down, i know i've got no rights to choose.
of no qualifications, i lack all of it and i wonder how such blessings came about.
coming to think of it, i am starting to feel dubious over the credibility of the source.
hmm, when everything has to come it will even as much as i dont want to face.
dont want to know it, dont want to break it.
hais.
may coward overwhelmed me.
i shall learn to hide behind those covers those shadows.
i dont want to face it.
i'm such a useless freak.
high time to think over it.
i need someone to talk to, cousin or friends?
no idea. forget it, i'll jsut keep it to myself.
let's make things simple. hais.
i love you not him.