when disappointments found me.
i felt so helpless.
i nearly wanted to cry out loud.
but i know, i've no reasons to cry.
esepcially when i've done better than most of the others.
i love to recieve the throne.
but even if i dont, im okay with it.
what's most overwhelming is when u dont get what you expect.
that is, you do not meet up to your expectations.
yes, i finally get a taste of it.
i need to buck up loads.
guess i'm really falling in love.
shit
and
toddles.):