THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME. ):
guess i've been pretty hooked up with the drama boys over flower.
yeah, the title is dumb and i dont really like korean dramas either.
i guess this is the second korean drama that i love.
and too much of it, is bad for me.
not physically but mentally. with all those couples stuffs and all...
hais, i just can help but keep thinking through what that've already past for a whole 6 months plus.
yeah, that's a lot isnt it? i'm impressed by myself. i just dont get why i'm like that.
sometimes i just hate myself, i'm indecisive. that's the absolute ideal word to describe me.
from decisions over going out, to friends to many many other things, i'm always indecisive.
yes, sometimes indecisive is good, u think a lot.
sometimes i'm glad that i think over it for a long time but sometime i dont.
sometime i even regret at the very moment when i either said or did something.
i'm upset, i'm upset.
i cant find anyone to talk to.
i dont want any mockings, i dont want any laughters.
i want some understanding, some forgiveness.
but i cant find them.
maybe, maybe,
tonight i'll cry myself to sleep.