i'm just a pathetic loser.
deep shit loser.
down right loser.
whatever you can call it, i'm all of those.
eversince i dont know when i've been finding word on how to describe me.
those deep shit words like u're a moron, idoitic bastard seems to suit me perfectly well.
sometimes it just feels so shitty, especially i've to accept the fact for who i am.
hokay, maybe you guys would be thinking wtheck is this girl trying to say?
in LAY man's term, basically, i'm a worthless person.
get it?
or maybe you can regard me as some coward,
running away from reality and problems.
refusing to accept me, myself and i.
and for godsake, who i am and who i will still be no matter how i try to change.
that's the worse part, i hate it when i know i'm such a bad person.
D:
and did i mention i just upset my friend recently?(:
didnt know what to say and all those shit so i refuse to answer or rather reply.
so whatever, from today onwards i shall just live on my own.
no one's going to help me, i MUST constantly remind myself.
oh and that reminds me that i've got to do more language read ups, like novels and stuff like that.
haven beeen doing well for my exams recently, should at least get a grade A for it.
damn, i wonder when that will ever happen. maybe when pork fly?
HAHA.
oh and back to topic, i'll live on my own, think by myself.
make decisions by myself.
in conclusion trying to be independent in a wrong way.
but whatever, who cares anyone. no one, so i shall just do it.
yeah.! :D
i dont need friend anymore.
i dont need love and joy.
basically i'll live it through without bf and friends.
there's only one thing i cant live without with.
my family.:D
uhm, so this is a shitty post.
post by a shitty girl.
do visit her blog frequently(:
Width 410px would look sweet. :)