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I am strawberry and my husband is blueberry. He's my fourth husband because the previous ones' were made into yogurt. My house is the tree and my food is cow dung. I heard I am going to be made into yogurt too so maybe I'll meet my husbands in someone's stomach soon.

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all of a sudden i feel so EMO.
or maybe SADDED would be a better word use.

i dont know why, maybe its because of mood swings eh?

when there's no goal, there's no motivation.
i realise after losing a goal, i kept living in a world full of fairy tales.
seems real yet not at all.
i kept imagining and all. this is bad.):
i shouldn't keep fantasizing.
but then between keeping a goal and fantazing i think i'll stil prefer the second.
at the least, there's no sadness, frustration within me.
everything can go as and when it likes, i cant stop it because no one belongs to me.
i mean in the heart, no one belongs to me. i wont bother to stop it.


OHHHHH..

yesterday, i had a NIGHTMARE.
i horrifying one, i dreamt that mum was gone to the other world.
DD:

this is one of the worst nightmare i've had, i swear.
those hardships and the life changes were flashing across in my nightmare.
i was so upset. so so UPSET.

and the first thing i woke up was to find her, but ite i couldnt find her.
but afterall, she's actually sleeping in bed.

thank god.
i would never want such a thing to happen because i know it would be too much for me to take.
i cant do it. i cant do it. i cant do it.

DD:

i'm so depressed right now.