NOT IN THE MOOD TO DEBATE

NOT IN THE MOOD TO STUDY EITHER.


when i woke up from my nap, i scanned through the past photos that i've taken with my friends
suddenly, i really miss those days.
when everyone were pathetically naive.
i'll rather have those days back in exchange for my youth.
teenage life isnt arent as smooth as i think.
i use to think that i should be quiet in class.
i mean, ignorance is bliss. i'll be the quiet one, then there is no difference with me being there or not. cause no one would ever realise my presence, it doesnt matter even if i'm not there.
i'll rather i am like that.

regreful things though.
when i reach secondary school life, i changed.
rapidly and drastically, i opened up and no longer live in my own dreamland.
then came JC life, its even better there cause everyone is much more mature.
however, what i regret most is during my secondary life, i've lose quite a bit of friends.
i no longer contact with them and sometimes they seem to hate me for no reason.
i think i'm overly sensitive. but oh whatever.
i miss those days, i went out with many many people.
friends, close friends, guys, gals and juniors.
its so fun. unlike now, there's just this few people around only.
._.

oh and i wanted to say i miss those days when i could chat with this guy in our school and talk about ridculous stuff and most importantly getting shoot back many many times.
i really miss those days.
i think i shouldnt have had look at those photos.

there's too much memories flowing back right now.
those girls i have, we played we had fun together.
its so different now.

seriously speaking, after all this typing.
i still feel there's many more to say however somehow this cant be type out.
its something etched in my heart.
its indescriable.

i miss all of my friends.
especially those idiotic ones.
HAHA ._.

wish me luck for tomorrow's paper.
i haven even touched a single bit.

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