i'll blog later, i feel rather down just now.
seriously just now i was REALLY DOWN, maybe i'm just overly sensitive, overly sensitive overly my friends actions.
i was so upset that i just kept quiet almost throughout our break.
he asked why, but ignored. sorry, i didnt mean to. but then i dont know what to reply.
what can i say? the truth or just say "nothing".
i mean i cant possibly say nothing when its written there RIGHT on my face yeah?
so i kept quite, ignored it.
return for lessons were much more pleasant. in fact, very pleasant.
at the least i was happier. at least someone kept me occupied and we talk lots of nonsensical stuffs.
i dont understand, whatever i do, whatever i try, i feel that you, you and you do not appreciate.
why do you guys have to be like a critics? WHY WHY WHY???
why hurt me that way? i wont be such annoyance or sarcastic if you arent one.
i can be serious. i dont know, maybe i should return to what i use to be.
quiet,emotionless. jsut like a block.
what are friends for?
what do u guys take friends for?
is it there is only one in your mind? the rest are just plain substitute when he/she is not around?
is that so? is that so? is that soo????!
am i also a substitute to you?!
just someone you'll need when she is not around?
i dont get it.
and YOU, i've tried so much, but to no avail.
sometimes i jhust feel that you're not sincere.
whatever i do, i am wrong. others are right, is that so?
why do YOU have to pick on me everytime?
GOSH GOSH GOSH.!
i shall stop ranting and emoing for now.
all this gush of feelings cant be pen or type down.
i just feel so hurt?upset? i dont know.
this feeling is so so so weird. HAIS.
leave me,get afresh.
i wanna be alone, for now.
sometimes, i am just not worth the attention.
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