512.the earthquake that took away so many innocent lives.the earthquake that reminds us to live life to the fullest, every single moment.we never know what will happen the next moment. this earthquake just took place within seconds and minutes.within seconds, people die right in front of you.those who are lucky, and with will powere they manage to survive through.we must now that will power is not the only thing, in fact luck is one crucial aspects to saving this people trapped.if they're lucky, they would be near the surface of those piles of concretes.it they're lucky, they would have some water for them to survive a little longer.if they're lucky, they would be found by the people.if they're lucky, they will survive through this and be saved before the will power starts to drain away.i'm really affected by this whole natural disaster despite the fact that nothing has happen to me.i believe you guys should rememeber today.
even if you dont, you will still be reminded of it throughin news and radios.
currently, i am listening to the radio and its so upsetting when they start reaccounting.
i'm emotionally affected in a way. its so saddddening! DD:
will power is crucial at that moment if you are trapped within there.
i doubt i even have such will power to live through it. seriously, i dont think i have.
its so so so hard. imagine you are trapped there for 3 days without food except a little water.
omgosh, its so so touching! i cried. hais.
now they are reccounting a guy who manage to survive the whole process in which the people try to save them but then half way through when his on the way to the hospital he died.
the most touching part is when i hear those people calling his name.
when they finally know his dead there's this guy who said this :"sha gua, dou cheng dao zhe li le. "

DDDDD;
its so upsetting.
alrights, i shouldnt be so affected by it. tmr i'm having one the last few papers.
happy in the sensethat exams are over and scare in the sense that i know i've screwed this exam.
seriously speaking, this is the first exam ever that i feel so slacked.
i dont even want to study. i look at the paper, my thought was
SIAN.
i'm not even scared!this shouldnt be the feelings and attitude towards exams.
sucks, completely.
today, i cant even concentrate in doing my practice papers. so here i am, blogging.
wow. HA.
arights, i'll have to get my mood into studying right now or else i'll really screw up tmr's crucial paper.
thursday paper marks the beginning of my shitty results.
congrats to me-