i miss the good old days.there's lots of things running in my mind now.
with unfinished homeworks, exams.
i'm not happy.
but still i've got wonderful partners which joke during lessons. that's the only fun part.
i hate exams.
no, actually i dont.
its just that i'm too hooked up with tvs that my brain refuses to study.
terrified.
and i scream at my the other.
its since ages that i've scolded anyone.
i suspect my mom is having menopause.
her attitude sucks totally. i didnt smile at her and she demanded me to smile at her.
obviously, i didnt. i mean, who does she think she is, making me smile when i dont want to?
besides, i wasnt even angry at her when she thinks i am. DUMB.
friends now.
i dont know, i'm just doing my FAIR share.
yes, you haven read it wrongly. FAIR SHARE.
its my part, no longer like it use to be. i do it because i want to. i do it because i have to.
that's all. no more feelings, no more sincerity.
nvm that.
recent a friend commended that i make something which make then shit.
dont want to elaborate what i mean by shit, come on you guys should know.
not orginal shitting.
wateva, and they said its because they ate my food.
for goodness sake, how could they say that?
i mean, maybe i am not does professional bakery, cooks or even some F&N students.
but that doesnt conclude that the things i make will make people shit.
like please, they not only eat my things right?
i think about it and i came out with a few conclusions.
first, it might be my food.
secondly, it might because of her food right?
despites she's more professional in a sense, but what about that.
does that mean my food will make others shit while hers wont?
like please okay, you guys shouldnt make such conclusion.
even if you want, that can only happen when you guys only ate my food. but you guys didnt.
and everyone is doubting my ability and blaming me.
fcking shit this is. i am not going to volunteer and make anymore since they dont even appreciate my efforts and time made.
moreover i remembered i got scolded for being late when i've got lots of reasons to excuse myself.
i'm realy mad at it. why did they even bother to remind me of that freaking incident again.
idiots, absolutes one.
thirdly, it might be due to the sudden change in the stomach.
like how parents say when you eat something hot and cold your stomacj will be upset.
so stop accusing me.
i'll prove to you guys that i can do alot of things better than you guys can.
i'll prove to you that my baking and cooking isnt as bad as you think.
i'll prove to you that what you guys made arent as nice as u think it is.
most importantly, when i've prove to you guys. you wont even get to it any of it.
no even the leftovers.
i'll let you guys look at it only.
freaking asshole.
you guys ought to learn to appreciate.
even if you dont, ji dian kou de okay?
dont shoot at people when you might be the cause of it.
lastly, i'll never go and have such kind of eating things again because i dont wanna be reminded of this shit ass thing.
at this moment, i seriously hate you two.
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