no inspiration to blog about.
its long time since i blog. like 2weeks plus?
i'm having frequent moodswings these days, but its okay i'll get over it anyway.
no one care do they?
i'm sorry if i did hurt u in a way or the other.
but that feelings could not be further surpressed.
many many other feeelings are beginning to surface,i realised.
something bad,really bad.
i dont wanna hurt anybody, but why do people keep hurting me?
i dont understand, why are people always so arrogant.
why cant she informed me anything?
why cant she?
if she wont want to why blame me alot?
sometimes u sucks,if u ever realise.
but its okay, i've decided not to expose you,i've decided to get rid of those bad feelings.
i shant pinpoint at the mistakes u make, i wont anymore.
i dont want to either.
maybe u're no longer my friend.
at the least, not the one that i use to know.
the cheerful, cute person that u once were.
i'm not sure if i want to help u,
if only i can scold u.
hurt u for once,
knock sense into you,
maybe its worthwhile after all.
u blame me for anything, but u never realise how much u hurt me before all these happen.
u never do.
will u stop being so sensitive? will you?
yes,maybe i'm sad,in a way.
but i'm still happy, the always cheerful hariley(:
i'll learn to cheer myself up ALONE.
i'm starting to love you,can i still deny it any longer?
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