i'm so used to have u around,
to have u talk to me,
to have u to playy with.
i dont understand how it came to a point when things started to change,
rapidly.
it caught me by surprise,
then, i tried decieving myself.
saying i'll learn to like u, love u.
i TRIED, really hard.
for nearly one month i've asked myself umpteen times,
do i really like u?
am i even worthy of u.
for one thing i'm sure, i feel that i dont suit u.
i dont know why, i hesistated ALOT.
many things that happen previously help me too,
mostly in forgetting the past.
i rmb, the days that i use to cry alone at home.
every songs seem to hold precious memories.
but then when i finally broke free from all these.
i realise something, u've always like me ALITTLE.
i've been foolishly pretending to be loved.
how childish, stupidity did overwhelm me after all.
and i can only say something that is for sure,
u're the first and only one that i've given so much.
i'll stop all this.
i've decided to leave ever since other step between.
i've learn that being love is the BEST.
i like the way u smile childishly,
the way u argued with me during phone calls,
the way u started asking things seriously,
bringing me back to reality,
realising my mistake.
most importantly u made me think alot,
so much so that i've told myself that i should not continue to escape from what's tearing me apart slowly....
thanks.
u're great friend.
for some reason u told me that i know little of u
and there are many things that u'll tell only when u know me better.
but i bet u never knew that u didnt know me too well either.
well, nobody does except my family members.
not even my BEST FRIEND know about it.
i'll never tell, its a secret kept within me FOREVER.(:
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